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Not Afraid Anymore!

Mar 5, 2010 My Life

I wasn’t afraid of trying…I was afraid of failing. But then I faced my fear of failing and it became my reason to keep trying. And now I am loving the challenge that change brings! Today I made some serious progress..I tried some new things, some new techniques…so proud of myself..lol! Oh don’t get me wrong, I still have a long way to go but at least I’m on my way.
I was terrified of having to learn something new, not just anything..specifically..audio engineering. No I will not be professionally mixing/mastering my own music, I leave that to the pros. But in putting together this show, there are certain aspects of audio engineering that I must learn and know. As I have previously said, I am use to just getting behind the mic (with this kind of show) and doing my thing and leaving the rest up to my engineers.
But when I met with one of them he said “Tina you can do this”…I thought to myself, there is no way, no how. He had more faith in me than I had in myself…funny huh? See, for me this went beyond sequencing, which I can do in my sleep…so I was terrified, nevertheless up for the challenge.
And that wasn’t the only change, that wasn’t the only challenge. I also wanted my sites to be in a format in which I had a little bit more control. There are also aspects of it that I have to learn as well. But I’m not afraid anymore! I rise each morning looking forward to the challenges of the day…cause I know in the end, the change that a challenge brings, can only lead to my personal growth. Smile with me